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and everything you were
04 March 2007 @ 02:17 pm
saw this on proanorexia. it hit home...
there is no perfect weight
no perfect size
no satisfactory look
no perfect dress
no treatment helps
no one close enough to understand
no good hair days
no perfect tan
no fast
no smile that hits home
no sleep is deep enough
no food appetizing enough
no relationship can last
no good days
nothing
never
its never ending, a black hole, a long fruitless struggle with myself.
there is no perfect weight
no perfect size
no satisfactory look
no perfect dress
no treatment helps
no one close enough to understand
no good hair days
no perfect tan
no fast
no smile that hits home
no sleep is deep enough
no food appetizing enough
no relationship can last
no good days
nothing
never
its never ending, a black hole, a long fruitless struggle with myself.
my hair is thinning, my finger tips are numb constantly, i cant keep myself warm, my nails are terrible
my iron is low, i get no calcium
i will die from this, and it makes me sad to know that i am going to die hungry in more than just a physical sense.